期待

期待是開心的
等待是折磨的

等待到的期待是值得的
等待不到的期待是失望的
你有嘗試過失望的感受嗎?

哪..你覺得人, 應不應該對於感情, 事業, 家人, 朋友有期待呢?
沒有期待, 哪人生不就沒期待了嗎
可是, 有期待, 就要準備面對失望
很矛盾吧~
是的...人生就是這麼的矛盾~

紙係包唔住火

So where should I start? Hmmm....OK, let's start with my 'Bangkok' trip...OK...so what's with the ' ' ? That is because I did not end up being in Bangkok instead I detoured to another country in which I thought will 神不知, 鬼不覺 and let me tell you I WAS SO WRONG~
I did not want to let my parents know about this detour, I even got my friends to help me buy some goodies from BKK as proof of visit. Everything went smoothly, I told myself, as everyone thought I went to BKK. Just when I thought everything was good, 2 weeks ago, 2 months after my 'bangkok' trip, my mom started to act differently, a little of Indian drama was on show. She was saying that I was not honest and that I do not trust them and all the weird weird statements. I thought she was referring to some secrets between my sister and myself so I just acted stupid. The next morning, she confronted me, asking why did I not tell her that I did not go to bangkok and detoured. I was in the state of SHOCK! My face was white, I was speechless, and again I acted stupid but in the end I admited the detour but did not go into detail. In the end, mom did say that 紙係包唔住火嘅...
Till date, I have no clue who blurted out about my trip. Lesson learnt, do not lie, BUT if you really have to lie about the detour, do not let anyone knows and go to a 無人島...

在乎

之前和好友聊天時, 被問為甚麼我會記得某些事全部的details.
從頭到尾的每一個細節, 情節, 當時的感受, 都記得一清二楚.

那完全是因為我在乎啊~
人的記憶就是這樣, 對於自己在乎的事, 是可以像錄影機的把每一個細節給拍下來, 存進腦裡.
因為那件事有我在乎的人或是東西或是感受, 所以, 很自然的會把每一細節都給記起來.

而對於妳不在乎的事, 就算再努力, 都會記不起來.

Happy Birthday to Me~

A very eventful birthday...
Yesterday marks my last 20th birthday, so not looking forward to the big 3 next year, seriously...OMG~
I told my friends, I will continue to put my age as 29 until 30th November 2010, I don't care...

OK...so my birthday is on 1st December and the celebration started on...teng teng teng teng~

心情的瓶子

原來人的情緒就像一罐瓶子.
當這罐瓶子是空的時候, 人會覺得空虛....
當這罐瓶子是裝著開心的事, 人會覺的開心和滿足...
當這罐瓶子是裝著不開心的事, 水會慢慢的累積在這瓶子裡面, 人的情緒也會慢慢的不穩定....
當這罐瓶子沒辦法再容納更多水時, 人就會崩潰, 而這些水就會從眼眶被排出來...

哭了之後, 人會覺得輕了, 因為瓶子裡的水已經被倒完出來了....

是天真還是愚蠢?

今天從同事口中知道一個久同事(C女)的事....真的令我啞嘫....
C女對D男照顧有加是整個部門都有目共睹的..
當D男說他金錢上有問題, C女會毫不猶豫的幫他..而且連車子也借他..
而D男是怎麼回報呢? 就是對其他同事說C女的不是...
D男也向其他同是借了一筆又一筆的債...我們也領教過他一大堆不還錢的藉口...到最後都逼到他還了...最後D男也離開了公司...
今晚的故事更是離譜...D男最近去香港的費用是C女全包..吃喝玩樂+機票+飯店+血拼...這是小case...
原來C女出了一台車給D男....貸款都是C女的名下...而且是台myvi...比她自己的車還要貴....算啦....一個願打一個願挨...可是可惡的是D男既然沒繳貸款還連人帶車的失蹤....現在C女被列入黑名單了....還有還有...C女給了D男附屬卡...of course D男用了也沒還...C女也因這樣欠下一筆卡債....好可憐哦...
C女D男不是情侶哦...只是好朋友而已哦...D男是gay的...不可能喜歡女生...就是不知道C女為甚麼還要對D男這樣的死心塌地...哎~她不會天真的以為他會有一天會回心轉意喜歡女生吧...
愛情真偉大....也很盲目哦~

痛~

昨天又是打針的時間了~
第三針...也是最後的一針....
不知道應該開心因為是最後一針...還是該擔心因為又要打針了...又要挨痛了~
認識我的人都知道我對針又怕...對痛更是慌...
所以打針是我的死穴...(其中一個啦...我有蠻多得)

算啦...以為忍幾秒就會過去....
結果針是打了....還加上抽血!..我的媽啊! 抽血!! 還要3管呢!!

今天整個右手臂都疼痛...打針的那裡還腫了...中午的時候還不小心的撞到...超high的...