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Since the change of my role back in March, everything is so different, career wise. Everything happened so fast, to begin with, I was not given an option not to take this new role. Maybe it is a good move but it was not what I have been anticipating but since I have no choice so I agreed to it plus I do not want to be potentially put into the cold storage. Juggling between 2 department is definitely not an easy task especially when 1 of it is a brand new team, although there is a project manager but he is as useless as he can be. At the beginning, I was energetic and was going all the way to solve everything. As the day goes by, my energy level is running low, with no possible of having AL, I am seriously in need of a good rest but there are just too much work related concerns going through my mind. Sometimes I was thinking to myself if I have made the correct move but it does not serve it purpose to think this way now, guess I am just thinking too much. I think I just need to make sure everything is working fine then I can take a long holiday to recharge. Body is aching after massage, and I thought massage is supposed to help relax my muscle but I guess not, has been aching for the past 2 days, crap! Last weekend and this coming weekend, I need to bring visitors around, there goes my rest day. Last 2 weekend (week of 30th April) has been great, thank U (you know who you are) for making that weekend so enjoyable....