已不再是...

曾經你是....
可是現在你已不再是...

當時你選擇了放棄...
機會放棄了...不會重來..
現在又何必...

只能說謝謝你...
因為你當時的決定...
讓我更了解自己...
我們依然只是朋友...

This was made 2 days ago...

Continuous from the previous post....incident happened in the same restaurant....

After much deliberation, I ordered chicken pate with toast as my starter. The presentation was good. Took the first bite, not up to my expectation and there were a slight not-so-good aftertaste. My mom tried, saying that it is not fresh and asked for the waiter, this time a different waiter. He brought it in to the kitchen, came back out and say that this is how it should be and that this was made 2 days ago! 2 days ago! Come on...already the customer is saying that it is not rest and you say that it was made 2 days ago! Then claims that the pate can be kept for 1 week, so am I supposed to say that "oh...then 2 days is well within the 1 week period."....speechless.....

Are you done with this?

Imagine this....

You are in a French Restaurant, just finished your main course of seafood risotto. What is left on the plate is the clam shells and prawn shells. You put your utensils together on the side to show that you are done with the meal. A ever attentive waiter approaches your table, look at you and ask "Are you done with this?"

I was so tempted to reply the following but was indecisive...

A. "Am I supposed to finish the clam shells too?"
B. "No...not really...let me chew down the clam shells too..."
C. "What do you think?"

Seriously, I don't mean to be sarcastic (or was I)...but there is NOTHING left on the plate besides uneatable things. I know that they are just trying to be polite to ask before clearing the plates but why can't they ask "May I clear this for you?" See! Doesn't this makes much more sense? I wonder how would the waiter react if I reply with response A.

不能說的秘密

剛看完不能說的秘密....
心想明天練戲裡的曲子....
所以想今晚聽....

原本抱著想聽歌曲的心情....
和看鋼琴演奏...
沒料到...到最後....哭了....
心裡所想的都不是曲子....
而是..... 而是..... 不能說的秘密.... ....

Hmmm...

Have been wanting to hear this music, finally it is playing however I do not feel the joy, instead 感覺心酸... do not know why...guess I was expecting the delivering of this music differently...I hope this music will continue to bring me joy like how it used to be...

Heard a news yesterday and that got me thinking....some things happen for a reason and many of the times, it is not as bad as how we anticipated it to be....so I guess the lesson is that we should not be defensive and assume that what happened is bad...we should accept it with an open mind because when we start to think defensively we are only making the situation worst....

blah blah blah....

Since the change of my role back in March, everything is so different, career wise. Everything happened so fast, to begin with, I was not given an option not to take this new role. Maybe it is a good move but it was not what I have been anticipating but since I have no choice so I agreed to it plus I do not want to be potentially put into the cold storage. Juggling between 2 department is definitely not an easy task especially when 1 of it is a brand new team, although there is a project manager but he is as useless as he can be. At the beginning, I was energetic and was going all the way to solve everything. As the day goes by, my energy level is running low, with no possible of having AL, I am seriously in need of a good rest but there are just too much work related concerns going through my mind. Sometimes I was thinking to myself if I have made the correct move but it does not serve it purpose to think this way now, guess I am just thinking too much. I think I just need to make sure everything is working fine then I can take a long holiday to recharge. Body is aching after massage, and I thought massage is supposed to help relax my muscle but I guess not, has been aching for the past 2 days, crap! Last weekend and this coming weekend, I need to bring visitors around, there goes my rest day. Last 2 weekend (week of 30th April) has been great, thank U (you know who you are) for making that weekend so enjoyable....

給一位車主的信

To : 沒禮貌及沒良的車主

撞到我的車子, 不但沒下車, 繼續的把你的屁股貼著你的駕駛座也就算了.
你既然連一句道歉都沒有! 當我望著你的時候, 你既然給我一個不肖的樣子.
我原本以為沒甚麼, 所以沒有追究下去也沒去看有多嚴重, 再加上當時超多車子, 可是當我回到家看才知道原來還滿傷的.
你不賠也算了, 最氣的是你連一句道歉都沒有! 還要一臉不在乎的樣子, 間直是把我氣死!
很明顯你所學的道德教育是白費的, 白費了你老師的心機.
像你這樣不理別人感受, 自私, 沒良的人, 我只能祝福你一定會有報應!!

From : 差點被你氣死的無辜車主