my dearest 3rd uncle 1952-2011

my dearest 3rd uncle...
you always have a strict face for being our elder generation...however you are very kind and will always welcome us with smiles...
I still remember when you share jokes with us...
I can still recall your laughters...yes they are bright but they are like fire crackers that fills the room with happiness...
I know you have been through ups and downs and you have always made it through...it has not been easy but I am always impressed with your success...
today morning I received a call from your daughter to hear that you have left...
I can still remember the last time I met you was during tomb sweeping day back in malacca...
I am sorry that I did not see you today but I am sure you saw me standing next to you...
I rather have memories of you laughing, talking and eating than how you are now...
I know you have fought very hard with the virus and I hope you are feeling better now....I promise I will take care of Aunty and cousins....
may you rest in peace uncle...you will be missed...

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加油！

瓶頸…好窄的瓶頸…
令我快要透不過氣…
老闆給的壓力…再加上自己給自己的壓力…
令壓力無限放大…
這令一直對事業充滿信心的我…
好想好想放棄…真的…
我已不曉得我有能力達到所需的target…
從沒有過的無能與失敗的感覺…令我更加的不想撐下去…
時間不多…老闆已設了期限…
別無選擇了…不行也得行！
加油吧！

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低估它了…

最近進出醫院還比shopping mall多…
上星期五抽了兩管血去驗，今天又被抽多兩管…唉…我最怕的就是針…
原本以為只是小手術…怎麼知道…醫生說這是算中型的…需要大概三小時來完成…真是低估了它…
醫生還說因為是手術那也會含有一定的風險…噢謝謝您啊醫生, 聽了之後我更加的「安心」了…
有點不知所措…爸媽希望我去聽其他醫生的意見…
我看手術是逃不了的…因為如果把它留在體內是對身體不好的…加上它正在成長…威脅性會增加…
只希望它是良性的…
我真的好怕…該怎麼辦好呢？

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口口犬…

is crying the only cure?
can someone please share what other methods are there that can cure this?
this is getting unbearable...

I am so sorry...so sorry...so sorry...

I thank you for all the supports and care I received...
I promise that I will try my best to recover...
however I am not sure if this is even possible now...
I never imagine that the impact could be so great...
and...
I never knew that I could be so weak...

I am so sorry...so sorry...so sorry...

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it's a crime! you idiot!

isn't it bad enough that you have not been performing for the past 6 months..
isn't it bad enough that you borrowed $$ from others and did not return as promised...causing others to struggle financially just to help you out...
isn't it bad enough that you are a selfish snob, whom rather inconvenient others just for your own convenient sake...
isn't it bad enough that you left your job irresponsibly...
isn't it bad enough that your parents are so worried of you eventhough you are a disgrace to your family...

all the selfless helps that you received from others...were you even appreciative? were you thankful? were you grateful? did you even feel that you are lucky and blessed to have such friends?

did you realized that some even does not have enough $$ to live through the week before the salary is out? rather starve than to ask you to return it because they understand the difficulties you are going through..

guess you did not care much to say realize..neither were you even grateful not to mention being thankful...you have taken ALL you friends for granted...all because you are an immature ignorant selfish snob who only thinks of himself and would not care more of others...all you care is just YOU...

despite numerous opportunities and chances given...I do not expect you to be thankful over it because I know you would not...but you have decided to challenge me further by committing a CRIME!! do you expect me to ignore it? you even have the guts to further challenge my limit by calling in and fake your identity?

WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?
it's a CRIME that you are committing now!!! and it will be a crime if I let it go...I am sorry but since you have not learn your lesson then I guess it's time that you are taught a lesson...

I wish you best of luck in trying to run away because I pray hard that you will receive all the consequences for all the things that you have done...

pardon my language but you are a STUPID IDIOTIC BRAINLESS BASTARD....

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