Sunday, July 25, 2010

Had a long chat with a friend today...
Spoke about everything...

Was giving her some advise...
Only to realised that I should be doing the same but am not...
Things are always easier said than done...
Who am I to give advise if I am not able to live up to the advise?
Why did I not do it?
Is it because I am afraid?
Afraid to know the truth?
Afraid to face the fact?
Afraid to know the truth is not how I anticipated it to be?

As much as I would like to do it...at the very last second...I pulled back...
I know I should do it...
But I am in a dilemma...
I...I...I let fear took over....

I know that the truth might not be that unbareable...
It could be what I anticipated it to be...
But because there is a slightest chance that it could be not what I anticipated...
I...I...I let fear took over....

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

Did I miss something? or am I just thinking too much?
Maybe I should not have went to check it out...right now my mind is so congested...
Maybe I should have just switch off the computer and hit the sack...right now I am so confused...
Seriously caught by surprise.....
I thought....I thought....things were.....

Somehow...seems like...
I do not know it now...
And headache has found me...
Ouch.....not sure this suits where better....

Sunday, July 4, 2010

世族的眼光....

世族的眼光, 真的這麼重要嗎?

有位朋友曾問我...
妳覺得我的樣子是不是有情婦look? 或是像會做二奶的?
哇....我差點把我口中的涼茶噴出來...
我的確不知道該怎麼回答她...
就很婉轉的告訴她不要太在意別人的眼光...最重要自己知道不是就好了...
原來有人說過她像...

有另一個朋友也剛剛換了車子, 蠻貴的...
變得金錢上也不太鬆動了...
他現任的車子還好好的...
要換的原因, 客人看到他開貴車會對他有多點信心...

你覺得...世族的眼光很重要嗎?
我想都是見人見智...
有些人實在太在意別人怎麼看自己而有些就不太理會...
可是我覺得...自己的人生嘛...要活出精彩...
總而言之沒有做對不起道德的...
就別太在意別人...好累咧...
自己開開心心就好....