加油！

瓶頸…好窄的瓶頸…
令我快要透不過氣…
老闆給的壓力…再加上自己給自己的壓力…
令壓力無限放大…
這令一直對事業充滿信心的我…
好想好想放棄…真的…
我已不曉得我有能力達到所需的target…
從沒有過的無能與失敗的感覺…令我更加的不想撐下去…
時間不多…老闆已設了期限…
別無選擇了…不行也得行！
加油吧！

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低估它了…

最近進出醫院還比shopping mall多…
上星期五抽了兩管血去驗，今天又被抽多兩管…唉…我最怕的就是針…
原本以為只是小手術…怎麼知道…醫生說這是算中型的…需要大概三小時來完成…真是低估了它…
醫生還說因為是手術那也會含有一定的風險…噢謝謝您啊醫生, 聽了之後我更加的「安心」了…
有點不知所措…爸媽希望我去聽其他醫生的意見…
我看手術是逃不了的…因為如果把它留在體內是對身體不好的…加上它正在成長…威脅性會增加…
只希望它是良性的…
我真的好怕…該怎麼辦好呢？

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口口犬…

is crying the only cure?
can someone please share what other methods are there that can cure this?
this is getting unbearable...

I am so sorry...so sorry...so sorry...

I thank you for all the supports and care I received...
I promise that I will try my best to recover...
however I am not sure if this is even possible now...
I never imagine that the impact could be so great...
and...
I never knew that I could be so weak...

I am so sorry...so sorry...so sorry...

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