不能說的秘密

剛看完不能說的秘密....
心想明天練戲裡的曲子....
所以想今晚聽....

原本抱著想聽歌曲的心情....
和看鋼琴演奏...
沒料到...到最後....哭了....
心裡所想的都不是曲子....
而是..... 而是..... 不能說的秘密.... ....

Hmmm...

Have been wanting to hear this music, finally it is playing however I do not feel the joy, instead 感覺心酸... do not know why...guess I was expecting the delivering of this music differently...I hope this music will continue to bring me joy like how it used to be...

Heard a news yesterday and that got me thinking....some things happen for a reason and many of the times, it is not as bad as how we anticipated it to be....so I guess the lesson is that we should not be defensive and assume that what happened is bad...we should accept it with an open mind because when we start to think defensively we are only making the situation worst....

blah blah blah....

Since the change of my role back in March, everything is so different, career wise. Everything happened so fast, to begin with, I was not given an option not to take this new role. Maybe it is a good move but it was not what I have been anticipating but since I have no choice so I agreed to it plus I do not want to be potentially put into the cold storage. Juggling between 2 department is definitely not an easy task especially when 1 of it is a brand new team, although there is a project manager but he is as useless as he can be. At the beginning, I was energetic and was going all the way to solve everything. As the day goes by, my energy level is running low, with no possible of having AL, I am seriously in need of a good rest but there are just too much work related concerns going through my mind. Sometimes I was thinking to myself if I have made the correct move but it does not serve it purpose to think this way now, guess I am just thinking too much. I think I just need to make sure everything is working fine then I can take a long holiday to recharge. Body is aching after massage, and I thought massage is supposed to help relax my muscle but I guess not, has been aching for the past 2 days, crap! Last weekend and this coming weekend, I need to bring visitors around, there goes my rest day. Last 2 weekend (week of 30th April) has been great, thank U (you know who you are) for making that weekend so enjoyable....

給一位車主的信

To : 沒禮貌及沒良的車主

撞到我的車子, 不但沒下車, 繼續的把你的屁股貼著你的駕駛座也就算了.
你既然連一句道歉都沒有! 當我望著你的時候, 你既然給我一個不肖的樣子.
我原本以為沒甚麼, 所以沒有追究下去也沒去看有多嚴重, 再加上當時超多車子, 可是當我回到家看才知道原來還滿傷的.
你不賠也算了, 最氣的是你連一句道歉都沒有! 還要一臉不在乎的樣子, 間直是把我氣死!
很明顯你所學的道德教育是白費的, 白費了你老師的心機.
像你這樣不理別人感受, 自私, 沒良的人, 我只能祝福你一定會有報應!!

From : 差點被你氣死的無辜車主

一大包的藥...

上個星期四, 喉嚨已經不太舒服...我當然沒管它...
星期五, 喉嚨開始抗議, 聲音開始變man了...我也照常的吃辣...
星期天, 慘了...
星期一, 更慘了...不管啦...照常上班...然後還是去了看醫生...
喉嚨痛, 咳嗽, 發燒...ok嘛....死不去的...醫生說我是聲帶發炎...
收到了一大包藥和一天病假作為手信...
回office整理一些東西就回家...吃藥...之後? 當然是昏迷...醒來後...再吃藥...又再度的不醒人事...
原本以為乖乖的吃藥會快點好...怎知...咳嗽越來越嚴重...肺都快要跑出來跟我say hi...藥也吃完了...
星期四...再度去看醫生...還是一樣的有燒, 喉嚨發炎, 咳嗽....我又榮獲的一大包的藥...噢~好開心哦...*暈*

我看我喝咳藥水就快要上癮了...超high...整個人都好開心哦...哈哈....
希望身體會快點好...病了快要兩個星期了....

痛啊~

本來喉嚨就不是太舒服的我, 現在再加上頭痛, 簡直就是煩惱...
我不喜歡生病,
因為我不喜歡看醫生,
因為我不喜歡吃藥,
因為我不喜歡生病的感覺,
加上我剛剛看了些文章, 一寫令我emotional同時也令我想太多的文章...令我的頭現在更痛了!
啊~好痛! 頭好想要爆了~

以五十步笑百步

One colleague (J) called a local bank call center pertaining to some charges that is not meant to be charged. I find that it is OK as long as you keep the conversation professional because you are in the office. But J was scolding over the phone, sounded harsh and I can hear her conversation loud and clear. I find that this is so not professional. Do they not realise that such actions actually disturb others who are working? Seriously selfish and inconsiderate. J at times need to answer calls as well and would be complaining about some customers scolding her unreasonably. This is the same thing that she is doing to others. She is scolding the person on the other end unreasonably, throwing her temper. After the call is ended, she continue to complain about the incompetencies of the rep.

Seriously, no one is interested to know what happened to your bill, I think such conversation should be kept to the minimal and of course as quiet as possible. Here you are complaining about other people scolding you, now are you are doing the same thing, so what makes you any different from those that you have complained about? 以五十步笑百步....